EXCELSIOR!

#allthefeels to focused to fall in love. Watch everyone you care about get in longterm...

Sun, 03 Feb 2013 11:04:47 -0500

#allthefeels to focused to fall in love. Watch everyone you care about get in longterm relationships. It’s a lot like being captain of a sinking ship just off the coast but no one is bothering to notice.

Best thing: is because I feel this way, when I open up to people they tell me they “had no idea, that I should get over it and that everyone is happy… Except for you.” I hate hearing I should forget about it get focused and go work. But i’ve been using work as a way to shield myself from every time I’ve been hurt in the passed. I don’t want to work so hard anymore I just want to play, and there isn’t anyone out there who wants that from me.

Truthes

Sun, 27 Jan 2013 23:21:32 -0500

Truthes

I’m hoping that I’ll get so depressed that I get happy again. Like a turning wheel. That...

Sun, 13 Jan 2013 00:51:40 -0500

I’m hoping that I’ll get so depressed that I get happy again. Like a turning wheel. That should work, right?

visualgraphic: Random Advices

Fri, 11 Jan 2013 08:42:51 -0500

visualgraphic:

Random Advices

inspirationfeed: (via inspirationfeed.com – Damn Fine Prints by...

Wed, 09 Jan 2013 17:36:08 -0500

inspirationfeed:

(via inspirationfeed.com – Damn Fine Prints by Pawel Kadysz)

prettyclever: Banned Books Week Posters I totally have one of...

Tue, 08 Jan 2013 23:38:29 -0500

prettyclever:

Banned Books Week Posters

I totally have one of these hanging in my studio.

List time

Fri, 28 Dec 2012 04:25:34 -0500

1. There isn’t enough time to describe what I feel but if I understood my problem it would take about 3 seconds max.

2. 2013 means that I have to decide to be a different person and actually try for a change.

3. I live in a town where all of my friends aren’t, and now because of college all of my new friends live in different towns. I’m on an island of mystery. No one knows where I am and it takes forever to get there.

4. I find that I’m alone a lot, and that I could be doing more with my life if I actually tried to pick up the phone and call people, but I’d rather wait for people to call me because I’m crippled by the possibility of what to do. Regardless, I still end up alone with nothing to do.

5. No one wants to hear this because most people think I’m fine. In fact every time I talk about these things they tell me to see a specialist about it. So I stopped talking about my depression with friends. I wouldn’t be depressed if you bothered to ask me to do things everyonce in a while.

6. I might feel this way because honestly, with the connections I’ve made and the people I know and am close to, I feel like a transplant. I came into your lives to late and that I was put here to amuse you for a moment but in the end I was never meant to be around for more than just group functions.

7. I’m funny because it makes me feel less awkward around people I don’t know and people I know very well. I have trouble trying to harness that into anything positive and I end up offending those that are close to me accidentally because what I think is funny can in turn become biting and mean under stress.

8. I have 1000 useless hobbies because I want people to think that I’m useful. It’s not that I’m proficient at any of them, I’d like to be, but I want people to think that 6’6” white boy with has more going on than being tall and funny.

9. I’m not attracted to all women. My friends tell me that I’m in love with everyone because I say I have a crush on everyone. I talk to a lot of people and I feel incredibly paralyzed by certain people. If I make an effort, it means I care. But that’s not really enough to make a difference.

10. I wouldn’t know how to be myself if told me to. If I have to think about it I get “stage fright” and end up feeling like the faded awkward silent version of the normally verbose outgoing drunk that I tend to be. And then I realize that I might be a better person if I were elevated but I can’t be high on caffeine or drunk all the time. I’d be more charming more out going but I’d be dangerous to be around.

Extra Round:
Because its Christmas and I’ll look at this in a few months and try to piece together what went wrong and why I feel this way and the answer is nothing. A total void of things. If I didn’t feel like every morning I knew I didn’t need a phone based on how little I use it I think if feel better. I rarely hear from people. Like close friends and family (in regards to my sister who I spoke to about this, she won’t read this). I have a phone and a phone number, a Facebook page, an email. I am the easiest person to get ahold of but no one bothers and then everyone assume I’m busy.

I think I summed everything up. I feel shitty right now. I don’t have people to tell so I just put it here. Read it or not it makes no difference.

Photo

Thu, 27 Dec 2012 22:20:21 -0500

Have yourself A merry little Christmas night …

Wed, 26 Dec 2012 02:14:47 -0500

Have yourself

A merry little

Christmas night

…

jtotheizzoe: For Carl Artwork by Matt Haydu, shirt available at...

Sat, 01 Dec 2012 22:05:52 -0500

jtotheizzoe:

For Carl

Artwork by Matt Haydu, shirt available at the link.

(via Venus Fallen and The Sagan Series)

So depressed, I don’t know what I’m doing.

Sat, 24 Nov 2012 21:48:18 -0500

So depressed, I don’t know what I’m doing.

tj-arch: The copy is good and the art is great. Overall, this...

Thu, 22 Nov 2012 22:36:37 -0500

tj-arch:

The copy is good and the art is great.

Overall, this campaign just makes you want to put on a sweater. Really well done.

My favourite is the line about labels.

Agency: MacLaren McCann, Toronto | Source: Ads of the World

Saw this, decided to reblog.

Opinions

Fri, 16 Nov 2012 23:18:21 -0500

01. You don’t see me as anything, and that’s… Deflating.

02. This beer is flat.

03. I have muscle tears.

04. I have a lot on my mind and no one to talk to.

05. Alternately, I have nothing to think about except how I’ve fucked up a lot lately.

06. The 60’s seem cool, but mostly if you we’re white and living Los Angles.

07. Work is where people go to feel bummed out.

08. I think old timey insults are funny.

09. People don’t understand it when I’m being funny except other white nerdy dudes.

10. I’d be hurt by her more if I could feel anything.

11. All my best ideas get dispensed through my hands and my mouth, but everything goes through a filter of shit first.

12. Dogs are pretty great.

13. Birds: not that great.

14. The number 13 is tits.

thedsgnblog: Mihael Miklošić | ...

Wed, 26 Sep 2012 10:55:29 -0400

thedsgnblog:

Mihael Miklošić | http://miklosic.dizajnsvakidan.com

Graphic designer based in Varaždin, Croatia. Focused on graphic design, photography and web design.

the design blog: facebook | twitter | pinterest

sirmitchell: seokim: the unplanned nap

Wed, 12 Sep 2012 09:00:57 -0400

sirmitchell:

seokim:

the unplanned nap

sirmitchell: This is one of my favorite moments from the...

Sun, 12 Aug 2012 15:20:38 -0400

sirmitchell:

This is one of my favorite moments from the Olympics. How can this not make you smile, witnessing someone who is having a genuinely happy moment.

Plus I love everything about Usain Bolt. The world needs more role models like him.

weandthecolor: Quiddity - Illustrations A funny illustration...

Sun, 12 Aug 2012 15:20:08 -0400

weandthecolor:

Quiddity - Illustrations

A funny illustration series by Evan Hughes. Evan Hughes is an artist and illustrator specializing in cartoon ink drawings with old printing processes.

via: WE AND THE COLOR
Facebook // Twitter // Google+ // Pinterest

This Guy is amazing

Tue, 10 Jul 2012 12:31:50 -0400

This Guy is amazing:

AMAZING

BBC News - Higgs boson-like particle discovery claimed at LHC

Wed, 04 Jul 2012 06:33:27 -0400

BBC News - Higgs boson-like particle discovery claimed at LHC:

sirmitchell:

peteuplink:

Cern scientists revealing results from the Large Hadron Collider have claimed the discovery of a new particle consistent with the Higgs boson.

Hells yeah! One step closer to understanding the universe.

I know you are not a bad person, but I really hate that you fucked with me. Also I hate that you led...

Sun, 01 Jul 2012 03:28:49 -0400

I know you are not a bad person, but I really hate that you fucked with me. Also I hate that you led me on to believe in something, take it away, and then tell me we should be friends. Also I hate that you’re happy with your safety net, knowing how you feel about it, and how you feel about most people. I hate a lot of thing, but what I hate the most is that feeling.

We never had sex, but you fucked me up.